| wow havnt bloq foe a while. but chea . went to the auto fest & saw james. & jimmy plus eric how fukcinq scary ish dhat? because i went with jimmy chosin chris & fukc they be havinq some finneee ass quys uhp in there lioke whooosssee but chea . iht was hellah hot . riqht now im in sky line aht chris house. uqh danq . chris went uhp tuh jimmy & started to talk in lao & they both look aht me i was lioke omq. den bust out runninq i hit this doode & fell . i was lioke duumaa !! & qot uhp i was about to sayy WATCH WHEAR YOORE GOiNG YOU ASSWHORE but when i look up aht him i was lioke WHAOOOOOOOO iht was lioke i was lookinq aht qod LMAO he was the most fine`est quy i ever seen . except foe mhy third brother dont worriee tony yoore always number one :] any ways but yeah . iht was like woosh ! he sed . are yoo okae den help me uhp . i was like uhh huh den he said be carful & walk away daym . doode i chudnt stop thinkinq bout him . he soo fine !!! lols. dat was qay i dydnt qet his name *sniffles . i wanted to stalk him but we had tuh qoo chos chris was qetinq bored . soo we went tuh qo eat. ehn yeah now im aht chris house wiht every one just kikcinq iht . we miqht qoo too 905 toniqht . too see duh race . but chea . i qottah qoo . buhbyees
xoxo hoanq |
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[[ when ever i cryy noo body will take there time too wonder whyy ]] |
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| daym . i thouqht iht was all a dream . but ihts troo , mhy chosin qot shot llast niqht & hes onlee 11 . fukc i reqret this if he dies ithen duno what am i qooinq to doo with my self . i cryed soo much on the wayy to the hospital i ask kenny to take me bechos he was hecka close to mhy chosin me & kenny was cryinq in duh car like crazy . danq i was trynq to stay awake bechos iht was aht three in the morninq dens when i qot there i saw him he was bleedinq soo much iht freakinq hurted me to see him aht the hospital i feel onto the qround & drown mhy self in tears . fukc mhy hart strarted too race & if noo`one noes . i have a hart // breathinq problem & yeah i started to feel dizziee & then all i chud remember is . when i woke uhp i was on dem beds aht the hospital . & kenny was holinq my hand but sleepinq . i woke kenny uhp & ask why am i here he said i pass out . fukc that was the thrid time i past out & stuff .dens i was panic`inq . i was like WHEARS MHY CHOSiN WHEARS KRiSS WHEAR iS HEE dens . i was about to qet off of the bed but then i felt a sharp pain on my arm they had this sheiet . like a nydol in myy i freakinq rip that off . that wasnt a qood thinq . dens i started to bleed but i dydnt notice iht i was already runninq in the halls lookinq foe kriss . i chouldnt stop cryinq & the time kenny was beside me. danq iduno whyy he care soo much . does he styll love me ? after all this years he styll felt somthinq foe mee iduno i cant stop cryinq . after the hosptal im bakc home . but i miqht qoo bakc too chekc uhp on him . :[ |
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| LayDeh Lov Lyx: immah kill dhat bitch
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: can i help
LayDeh Lov Lyx: shoore ;]
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: oo oo i qot tha bat !
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: ;]
LayDeh Lov Lyx: |ma0 i wannah brinq a qunn
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: ooos
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: i`ll brinq a BROOM
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: qhahahs
LayDeh Lov Lyx: LMA0
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: that shiet hurts . you`ll qet scratched up like a bitch
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: lols
LayDeh Lov Lyx: lmao
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: can i qet a lolliipop fohr doinq my qood deed ?
ldy SNIFF 0HH s: hehehs
LayDeh Lov Lyx: ohh yeah
DAMY DHiS GUR| HE|IOUS !! styll qot love foe her dho :] |
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| welps. to be honest i dont noe what is qoinq on i live my life & then iht qoes all out of track ihts just probbly because iht seems like im loosinq her she`s one of my bestest friend & iht seems like shes slepinq away from me i dont mean she`s my property ihts just . i dont wannah loose her shes been every thinq tuh mee . she miqht bee a friend but she seems like a lydo sister to mee i love her alot & nothinq can really chanqe that . iht just hurt that she ask mee all these questions seems like she dont trust me . or sumthinq but i cant douqht her like that . she was the onlee one that was there foe me when mee & johnny end`ed & i apreshiate that . ihts just somtime i qet kinda jelious when she pay more adention to other . but heyy i cant stop her ihts her life & friends . i just wannah sayy . thanks foe always beinq there even tho you almost qot rape . im sorrie i noe iht was my fault i shudnt have brouqht you with mee like tommy said i was putinq you in danqer . welps just remember i`ll always be here with you. threw the hard times & qood . i love yoo :]
xoxo hoanq |
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